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Sunday, June 28, 2009

last night on earth (the one I know)

It's finally here.

Goodbye, Home.

Hello,

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New Zealand. Nice to finally meet you again.

I'll be seeing you.

I'm really, really, really gonna miss all of you.

 


Tuesday, June 16, 2009

not an answer to be heard

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And I want a moment to be real
Want to touch things I don't feel
Want to hold on and feel I belong
And how can the world want me to change?
They're the ones, they stay the same
They can't see me
But I'm still here

I love this movie and I love this song.

Everytime I hear it, I can always imagine Jim Hawkins hanging on to the rigging of the ship, looking out into the vastness of outer space, remembering the painful past and waiting for his time, ready to show the world what he's really worth. Those few minutes in the movie, to me, are one of the most incredibly mesmerizing moments in all of Disney history. 

And everytime I hear it, sometimes I wish I could feel what he was feeling, just so I could shout the same things out to the world. Good music does that to you :)  Johnny Rzeznik shows us again, what an amazing songwriter he is, really connecting with the song and the character. It's all just brilliant :D

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Got back from Sarawak yesterday. Definitely an eventful and interesting trip. Stopped in Miri for a couple of days to visit the grandparents and the rest of the family, before going off to Mulu Caves, a World Heritage Site! It was a really good time, and we got to see some really incredible sights. The Creator knew what He was doing when He said, "It is good". Got to enjoy the wonder of Creation, all of nature's splendour and majesty.

But I'll save that for another post (famous last words), when the millions of pictures get uploaded so that you'll be able to see it a little better. Met some new people, spent time with the family, saw the sights, some unexpected "events", and all in all, a really great trip :)

I'm the one
'Cause I'm still here

 


Monday, June 08, 2009

i'm still here

These are the days of our lives
They've flown in the swiftness of time
These days are all gone now, but some things remain
When I look and I find no change

- Roger Taylor, of Queen.

 


Thursday, May 07, 2009

bordering Idol-atry

Most of you who know me, would know that I am an Idol junkie. Yes, there are only a handful of things that can get me fired up like American Idol can. It's just something that never gets old, and year after year I still find myself looking forward to what they're gonna pull off next. And this year is no exception.

This year, the contestants are arguably one of the best groups Idol has ever seen (only once they got around to the Top 7, though). And they have been performing almost flawlessly in the past few weeks, which makes it all that much harder to choose between all of them. But I have thoroughly enjoyed this season :D The finale's not here yet, but I know who I want to see win it! So I've put together a list of my favourite performances so far, and here it is...

Anoop Desai's True Colours

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Right, so I'm not exactly Anoop Dogg's biggest fan. The only things that struck me when we first appeared was that he was put through by the judges into the finals, making them put 4 from the Wild Card show in, rather then the supposed 3. So kudos to him for that. Yeah, then he almost botched it with his rendition of "Beat It" for Michael Jackson week. And the other thing was that he's Indian, so my mind raced back to the last time India was represented on Idol: Sanjaya *shudders*

But all that aside, Anoop has a pretty powerful voice, "True Colours" was one of his wisest song choices (there weren't many), and I thought that he delivered, really connecting with the song and made it fit with his ballad-like voice. Unfortunately, I think he only found his stride later in the competition, and with a group like this, he really had to keep up with the rest.

Adam Lambert's Mad World

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What they say about Adam is true, he really is in a league of his own. I think he's one of those who really understands the competition, and has had a near-perfect track record so far. And he's got an absolutely amazing voice, and lets his songs to the talking. The only blemish would be that fiasco he called "Ring Of Fire" for Country week, but even that found praise from Randy, Kara and Paula.

Yes, Adam Lambert is the man. This is the performance that lifted Simon Cowell to his feet, something no one else had ever done before. Everything about it was brilliant! The haunting melody, the soft blue light shining only on him, the restrain that he started with in the beginning before rising to his feet to deliver a dramatic, mind-blowing, octave-hopping finish. Definitely standing-ovation worthy :)


Matt Giraud's So Small

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The first time I saw Matt, he was singing "Viva la Vida", and I was going, "What was he thinking??" This was the guy who did an amazing rendition of "Georgia On My Mind" during Hollywood week, complete with keyboards. Well, he didn't make the first cut, but the judges brought him back for the Wildcard show and he advanced.

A lot of people actually thought that Matt would be among the ones to reach the final, and I thought he could too. After this performance, I really though he would. He has a great voice, it's kind of rough and very soulful. And he's a kick-ass pianist too. When he hit the first line of the final chorus, and the strings came in, wow. Yeah, that was what Kara would call a 'moment'. I thought it was definitely his best, and the best performance of that episode.

Kris Allen's She Works Hard For The Money

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Kris Allen is our source of a lot of the musical creativity this year, much like David Cook was last season. But they're very different musicians though. I think Kris has got a lot more groove than David Cook. The "Jason Mraz-esque" singer's versions of the songs that he picks are really, really creative, and he's another guy who knows how to use and change the styles of music into something that works for him, and it's incredible.

This one was a really great performance. For Disco week, everyone was doing everything but disco. Kris made it simple, with the band on stage with him, and the bongo drums for percussions. Awesome stuff lah. It was brilliantly creative, he made it sound like something completely new, and it paid off.


Adam Lambert's Feeling Good

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Another groundbreaking performance by Adam Lambert. The mentor for that week, Jamie Foxx, said that "he's gonna knock everyone's head off!" Yes, when he descended down the steps, in full, what's the word Paula used, 'swagger', starting off slowly with a smooth, crooning intro, before the brass kicked in and we got our rock-heavy Rat Pack Standard. He built it up to a crescendo when he finished, in typical Adam fashion, with one of the longest notes ever held in Idol history. Absolutely mind-blowing!

Yeah, and now, for the number one. My favourite performance throughout the entire season is...

Adam Lambert's I Can't Get No(Satisfaction)

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The first Adam Lambert performance that I saw. I didn't get to catch any of his songs during the Hollywood rounds, but I had heard a lot about him. And when I heard him, I knew why. When he first showed off his voice, screaming out, "That's what I said", midway through the song, I was seriously blown away. And when he got to the "And I try, and I try, and I try", he was belting it out even more, screaming even higher than he did before finishing with that trademark Adam ending, him doing that crazy screaming run, the band pounding away before closing it with the drum rolls. Absolutely brilliant stuff :D

So yes, there you have it. My take on Idol so far. In case you haven't already gathered, my vote goes to Adam. But like I said, it's honestly, the whole group is really, really talented. Allison Iraheta, who is an amazing talent considering she's only 16, and of course, America's favourite, Danny Gokey. And they're all great singers, each in their own way. So I think this year, it's going to be an incredibly close finish. We've already seen both Kris and Adam in the Bottom 3, and who's next to be eliminated is anyone's guess.

But it better not be Adam.

More posts on the way!



Tuesday, April 21, 2009

The Great Escapade: My Fun Travel with MAS!

I tore open the plastic covering of my new purchase and looked proudly at the very attractively-designed cover. "The Essential Russian Phrase Book" it read, together with an impressively large photo of St. Basil's Cathedral. I looked longingly at the picture. I turned over the cover and skimmed through the introduction, where my eyes briefly met some strange looking symbols and pictures of "what your tongue should look like when you say: й". Clearly, speaking Russian is no easy task.

"Hey!"

A friendly elbow dug into my side and startled me.

"What's an eight-letter word for an adventurous action that runs counter to approved or conventional conduct?"

Sitting a few seats away was Dylan, my friend of 20 years. There in his hands, were a pencil and a small booklet that almost looked as new as my Russian phrasebook. It would have taken a lot to drive him to the point of actually attempting something like a crossword puzzle in the middle of an airport. But hey, I was about to start learning Russian, so I wasn't about to point fingers.

"I'm not too sure," I told him, "What's it start with?"

"Dunno, the second letter's an 's'.

Wow, big help. Letting out a sigh, I slumped back into my chair and glanced at my watch. Five to nine, which would mean we had been waiting for our flight for a good long three hours. Dylan caught me looking at my watch, and he glanced at his too. We both exchanged looks of frustration. No, his face seemed to look more like an "I told you so", and I got it loud and clear.

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"Fine, so we shouldn't have gone with the package deal!" I exclaimed.

He just gave me that look again, his mouth slightly curving into a smirk.

"Well, what do you wanna do about it?" he said.

"Come on, let's go find a counter," I replied.

I really should have known better. That airline was fast gaining notoriety for their horrible delays, something I remained overly optimistic about when placing my booking with them for a flight to Melbourne, Australia.

“Hey! Get over here quick!”

 

Dylan was already at the counter, arms waving frantically and mouthing something to the lady at the service counter. I broke into a jog just to see what he was so worked up about.

 

“Check this out, mate! A MAS Stimulus Package!

“MAS Stimulus?”

“Yeah, it’s a buy one, get one free offer! And guess what, the flight to Melbourne leaves in an hour!

 

I looked at the readout on the screen, and then again at the flight details. By crikey, he was right! Needless to say, we snapped up two seats on the 10:15 flight, all for the price of one. Dylan was a real sport, he was so ecstatic about his find that he even bought us both seats on business class. I would have done the same, only if I were earning just about half as much as him. It must have been a good year for him, just about the same as every year we go travelling.

 

“The food here is great! Here, you’ve got to try this,”

Dylan shoved a spoonful of chicken salad into my mouth.

“Ah, it’s good, but not as good as the fish. Here!”

I cut a piece for him and put it into his tray. I have to say, Dylan was right on the money when he chose this airline. I had done quite a fair bit of travelling in my day, but I think this one, MAS, would definitely rank among the top airlines on my list.

 

Speaking of lists, I reach into my pocket and pull out a piece of paper. I had written down a number of things to do and places to see before returning home. This backpacking trip of ours had always been a tradition over the years, and this one would be our last. Although being able to go to Melbourne, more specifically a concert that I had been waiting a lifetime to see, was something to be glad for, I cannot help but feel heavy-hearted that I would no longer have these spontaneous trips with Dylan after this.

 

“Vodafone Arena, here we come!”

 

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Dylan and I had arrived in the City, Melbourne, and hauling our heavy backpacks we started making our way to the concert venue. Hailing ourselves a Melbourne city cab, we found ourselves at the steps of the Vodafone Arena, in the heart of the City.

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The concert was incredible. Truly one of the best experiences of my life. The crowds, the atmosphere, the band, the message. Everything about it was amazing. As we both stepped out of the arena, we exchanged looks again. Dylan was smiling out of the corner of his lips, his eyes still almost in a daze. We continued walking and got ourselves a couple of memorabilia.

 

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We spent a few more days in Melbourne, taking in the sights and sounds. There nothing like Christmas time in the heart of the City, we were told. And they were right.

 

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“Hey, what else is on that list?” Dylan asks as we board the plane back to Kuala Lumpur.

“Well, let’s see… Right, you wanted to visit your brother in Langkawi.”

“Gosh, did I write that? You must be carrying the old list, man. I don’t remember writing that down.”

“No, I did.”

 

Dylan, for all of his strengths, also had his share of shortcomings. His relationship with an estranged brother was the one he was most ashamed of. Almost ten years ago, his brother was announcing his engagement to his girlfriend of two years. Dylan had a strong feeling that she wasn’t the right one for his brother and he told him what he felt. As the story goes, that was the last time they saw each other. Dylan’s brother severed all ties with him, and it wasn’t until a year and a half later, I heard that Dylan’s brother had just separated from his wife.

 

I bought the tickets in secret, booking them online while we were in Melbourne. Remembering the airline we flew here on, I started my search there. And immediately, one of them catches my eye. A MAS “Balik Kampung” package going for a very affordable rate. It wasn’t so much the price that grabbed me; it was the little caption that was beside it. “Add more joy to family reunions,” it read. And that was exactly what I was trying to do.

 

“You know, he’s not going to want to talk to me.” Dylan uttered under his breath, staring out of the plane window.

Clearly, he was still less than excited about going to meet his brother.

“You don’t know that yet,” I said, trying to be as supportive as I can, It’s been what, ten years already. Things may have changed.”

“Things may not have changed at all.” 

“He’s your brother, Dylan. You owe it to yourself and to him. The last thing you want before you…”

 

I ended my sentence abruptly. We were not supposed to make any mention of it throughout our trip. He shot an unpleasant look at me, and then silently stared back out the window. I didn’t say anything else for the rest of the voyage.

 

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Langkawi was a beautiful as I remembered it to be. The familiar sight of the huge statue of the majestic symbol of the island, the eagle, still stood guard over the city. The city was ever alive, even at night. It was late, but we didn’t have very long to do what we came here to do. We managed to locate his residence with a phone book, and we were quickly on our way. Before we knew it, we were right at the doorstep of his brother’s house.

 

“What if he still hates me?” asked Dylan, “I’ve hated him all this time as well.”

“No, you didn’t hate him,” I answered, “And I don’t think he ever did either. After all, he is your brother.”

“Yeah, I guess so,” he said weakly, “You’ll be here?”

“I’m not going anywhere.”

 

Dylan entered the house. Until this day, I do not know what went on in that house. But one thing’s for sure, my friend Dylan came out the front door with tears in his eyes and a smile on his face. As we walked to the taxi, he looked up at me, and said, “Thank you.”

 

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The next evening, as we drove back to the airport, we did so reflectively. I gazed out the window, watching the sun set over the orange horizon, a breath-taking view. I reach into my coat pocket and pull out the brochure I downloaded from the MAS website. “Add more joy to family reunions.” Across the car I see Dylan, also mesmerized by the setting sun, reflecting just as much as I am. Out of all the ‘family’ reunions I have ever been to, none have brought me as much joy as this one.

 

After a long and peaceful flight, we were back on Kuala Lumpur terra firma. Gazing out the large picture windows of KLIA we could see that it was a beautiful night, the black sky illuminated by the surrounding lights, the airplanes taking off and landing. We stepped into the arriving hall on our way to the lobby. We both knew that the end had come.

 

There we stood, in the centre of the lobby, bags in hand and goodbyes in our hearts. I didn’t know what to say. And from the look on Dylan’s face, neither did he. After a pause, he finally spoke in a soft voice.

 

“We never did figure out what was that eight-letter word in the crossword puzzle, you know?”

 

“Yeah,” I remembered the first day, right in this very airport when we began our journey, “What was it again?”

“An adventurous action that runs counter to approved or conventional conduct.”

“Well,” I replied, “That sounds a lot like what we just got back from, doesn’t it?”

Yes. Yes, it does.”

 

In the centre of the KLIA lobby, Dylan and I embraced. My mind is flooded by the memories that he and I shared over the years of our friendship. How we travelled the world, one place at the time, doing things we’d never though we’d find ourselves doing. How we found strength in the most difficult of times, but never having to face them without each other. And now, there would be one last one.

 

“Are you ready for it?” I ask him.

“As ready as I’ll ever be.” he responded, with tears in his eyes.

 

We made our way to the front doors of the airport. Reaching them, Dylan stopped short.

 

“You know how you surprised me with that trip to my brother’s?” he said.

“Yeah, I remember.”

“I never got to thank you properly. Well, I know how much you’ve always wanted to go to Russia.
I don’t know what you see in that country, but I didn’t want you to miss it because of me.”

 

In his hands, he held a plane ticket. A single plane ticket to Moscow, Russia.

 

“You know, MAS is even better than I thought! You wouldn’t believe the price I got this one for,” he chuckled, “This one was part of the Economy Plus Package, I just couldn’t resist!”

I was stunned. Dylan had bought me a ticket to Moscow, where he always knew I wanted to go.

‘Oh my goodness, Dylan, I don’t know what to say…”

 

“Just say you’ll go, and that you’ll enjoy yourself. And it’s a good thing you picked up that Russian phrase book too, or you won’t be saying very much when you get there, eh?”

We both laughed as we made our way out the front doors.

 

That was the last time I saw my friend Dylan Layne Turner. Several days after we returned home, we lost him to a viral battle with bone cancer, something he had been fighting for a little more than a year. The surgeons had warned us that the long trip would take its toll, but Dylan was insistent that we go. His words went along the lines of not wanting to let the cancer keep him from living the rest of his life, with what little time he had. We both knew in our hearts that this one would be his last.

 

My only regret was that we never got to figure out what that eight-letter word was. Whatever it was, we definitely lived it. Several months after his funeral, I was on board a plane headed for Moscow. The airline staff still as great as they were a few months ago, without a doubt.

 

Moscow is absolutely beautiful. I reach the gates of St. Basil’s Cathedral, and stop to take it all in. Thankfully, I was able to find my way there with a trusty little Russian phrasebook. As I gaze at the marvel before me, I find myself thinking of my friend, Dylan, and what he would have said. And knowing him, it would have been something like this:

 

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“Man, that was great. This truly is the time to travel!”

 

 



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